Syrian refugee from Deir al-Zur in Syria in New Kavala camp

Yesterday, many police officers turned up at Idomeni, they were wearing strange clothes, they came from everywhere telling us to leave. We were scared they would use tear gas. I have seven children. I was worried something would happen to my children. Everyone was scared. The police were armed. All the families were scared for their children.
Those who had money have already crossed the border illegally. The ones who don’t have money were hopeful the border would reopen. Or they would improve our living conditions here.
But our situation is terrible in the new camp the police put us in. We are tired, we have had enough of living like this. It’s not good, nothing is good there. The food is bad. The toilets and bathrooms are not clean. Idomeni was better. We came here because Europe is supposed to be civilised, but where is the civilisation? Is this how you treat people in a civilised society? We have come to Europe to seek asylum. It’s our right to claim asylum.
My children are very upset. I cannot bathe them. The water point is very far from our tent. It is always extremely hot. How can I use it if it is so hot? I am worried about lack of hygiene in the new camp. I am worried we might catch scabies. My children are scared. I want to die and get out of this.
It is not safe in Syria .They treated us badly in Syria. They treated us badly in Turkey. And they treat us badly in Europe. Why? Are we not human beings too? I am not a human? Do I not have the right to live like them (the Europeans)?  Being dead is better.
We were given so many wrong hopes. We were told the border would open so many times. All were wrong hopes. Now they tell us a committee will come and relocate us to different countries but I don’t believe it. It is all lies. We feel humiliated, and we have no money left. We were given papers before we left Idomeni that said “You are stateless”. Are we stateless?! (26 May 2016)